\u201cBir evin ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck penceresi olursa o kadar ufku a\u00e7\u0131k olur o ailenin.\u201d diye bir varsay\u0131m var. Oldu olacak evin t\u00fcm duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 da cam yapt\u0131rs\u0131nlar! Her g\u00fcn, her saniye g\u00f6r\u00fcrsek ne de\u011feri kal\u0131r ki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n? Hi\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131lmaz m\u0131 insan, g\u00f6lgesi gibi yan\u0131nda gezen bir sevgilisi oldu\u011funda? S\u0131radanla\u015fmaz m\u0131 art\u0131k? K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pencere umuttur. Can\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda gidebilece\u011fin yeg\u00e2ne u\u011frak noktas\u0131d\u0131r o pencere. Yokluk i\u00e7inde imk\u00e2n bulmak gibidir. T\u00fcm manzara, kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda belirmez insan\u0131n bir anda. Soka\u011f\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan itibaren y\u00fcr\u00fcyen ya\u015fl\u0131 amcan\u0131n nereye gitti\u011fini g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in az daha yakla\u015fmay\u0131 gerektirir. Karma\u015f\u0131k bir bulmacay\u0131 \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcze sermez cam duvarlar gibi. Tane tane g\u00f6sterir bize d\u00fcnyay\u0131, anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r k\u0131lar. Her \u015feye ayn\u0131 anda sahip olamayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, hayat\u0131n bir taraf\u0131na bak\u0131nca di\u011fer taraf\u0131ndan habersiz oldu\u011fumuzu anlat\u0131r bize gizliden. Tohumdur minik pencere asl\u0131nda. Di\u011ferleri gibi maket a\u011fa\u00e7 de\u011fildir. Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z o anda ormanlar kadar g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131rken bir yandan, sulamad\u0131k\u00e7a i\u00e7inden ne \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fimiz bir cevhere sahip oldu\u011fumuzu anlat\u0131r ayn\u0131 anda. Devasa pencereler g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 duvar k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 yapmak gibi s\u0131radan iken k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pencere ise az ki\u015fiye nasip olan g\u00fcn do\u011fumunu izlemek gibidir. Asl\u0131nda as\u0131l ufuk, o minik penceredir…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\u201cBir evin ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck penceresi olursa o kadar ufku a\u00e7\u0131k olur o ailenin.\u201d diye bir varsay\u0131m var. Oldu olacak evin t\u00fcm duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 da cam yapt\u0131rs\u0131nlar! Her g\u00fcn, her saniye g\u00f6r\u00fcrsek ne de\u011feri kal\u0131r ki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n? Hi\u00e7 s\u0131k\u0131lmaz m\u0131 insan, g\u00f6lgesi gibi yan\u0131nda gezen bir sevgilisi oldu\u011funda? S\u0131radanla\u015fmaz m\u0131 art\u0131k? K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck pencere umuttur. Can\u0131n s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda … <\/p>\n