Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k dedi\u011fin \u00c7anakkale\u2019de bir \u2026<\/span><\/p>\n \u00c7anakkale\u2019de yeni yeni yayg\u0131nla\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yordu siteler. Kent, kocaman kocaman binalarla s\u00fcrg\u00fcn veriyordu sanki iki ucundan. Ayn\u0131 meslekten ki\u015filerin yahut bazen akraba bazen de kom\u015fular\u0131n bir araya gelip kurdu\u011fu kooperatifler eliyle yap\u0131lan in\u015faatlar, k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede bitiveriyordu. Hele iklim gayet yumu\u015fak, kum da kolay bulunur olduktan sonra…<\/p>\n Denizciler Sitesi de bunlardan biriydi, \u00fcstelik kent merkezine yak\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan da anla\u015f\u0131laca\u011f\u0131 \u00fczere, ilklerinden biri. Ger\u00e7i, eskiden batakl\u0131k olan bir arazi \u00fczerine kurulmu\u015ftu; s\u0131n\u0131r duvar\u0131n\u0131n hemen \u00f6tesindeki sazl\u0131klar her r\u00fczgarda sal\u0131n\u0131r, az \u00f6tedeki bostanda k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u00f6l\u00e7ekli el tar\u0131m\u0131 bile yap\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Buna kar\u015f\u0131n, hayli b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc site, on be\u015f yirmi blok kadar vard\u0131. Bir kuaf\u00f6r\u00fc ve bir bakkal\u0131 bile vard\u0131.<\/p>\n Ya\u015fl\u0131 bir kad\u0131n i\u015fletirdi bakkal\u0131. E\u015fi rahmetli olduktan sonra sat\u0131\u015fa \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ama al\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kmam\u0131\u015f yahut fiyatta anla\u015famam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. Ger\u00e7i, e\u015finden kalan emekli astsubay ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bile yeterdi ona \u00c7anakkale gibi bir yerde ya\u015famak i\u00e7in. \u00c7anakkale zaten emekli beldesiydi. Ama \u201csatsan sat\u0131lmaz, atsan at\u0131lmaz\u201d. \u00dcstelik de bir t\u00fcr e\u011flencelikti. \u201c\u2014Ne yap\u00e7am evde tek ba\u015f\u0131ma oturup.\u201d derdi. Ev dedi\u011fi, hemen arkadaki daireydi ve aradaki duvar y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131dan gelip giderdi bakkala, daha do\u011frusu girip \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131.<\/p>\n Tam kar\u015f\u0131daki blo\u011fun giri\u015f kat\u0131nda ise yaln\u0131z bir adam ya\u015fard\u0131. O da astsubay emeklisiydi. \u00c7anakkale ilk g\u00f6rev yeriydi ve \u00f6n \u00e7avu\u015flu\u011funda, o zamanki ayl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6dedi\u011fi taksitlerle sahip olmu\u015ftu bu daireye. Sonra da \u00c7anakkale\u2019nin yerlilerinden bir k\u0131zla evlenmi\u015f, \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f aya kalmadan da tayini \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca kiraya verilmi\u015fti daire.<\/p>\n Gel zaman git zaman, \u00fc\u00e7 bu\u00e7uk d\u00f6rt y\u0131l kadar \u00f6nce daire bo\u015fal\u0131p da bo\u015f kal\u0131nca bakkala soran \u00e7ok olmu\u015ftu, acaba kiral\u0131k m\u0131 diye. Sitedekilerden hi\u00e7 kimse bilmiyordu, dairenin ni\u00e7in bo\u015f kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yahut yeniden kiraya verilecek olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131. Herhangi bir ilan, yaz\u0131 falan da yoktu, dairenin herhangi bir yerinde.<\/p>\n Bir sabah bakt\u0131lar ki, perdeler \u00e7ekilmi\u015f daireye. \u00d6\u011fleye do\u011fru da evsahibi balkona \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kendisi, tek ba\u015f\u0131na temizliyordu daireyi. Sonra da boya badana geldi, b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fleri tek ba\u015f\u0131na yapt\u0131 adam.<\/p>\n Yeme\u011fini i\u00e7ece\u011fini, orduevinde yedi i\u00e7ti hemen her ak\u015fam, ama k\u0131y\u0131daki k\u00f6\u015fedeki masalar\u0131n birinde ve tek ba\u015f\u0131na. Pek konu\u015fmazd\u0131 kimseyle, aradabir site sakinlerinden birileriyle kordonda dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 yahut kahvelerde tavla falan oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131 olurdu. Ama fazla g\u00f6r\u00fcnmezdi ortal\u0131kta. Evinde otururdu. Balkonda a\u00e7an uydu antenine bak\u0131l\u0131rsa, televizyon izleyerek ge\u00e7irirdi zaman\u0131n \u00e7o\u011funu.<\/p>\n \u00d6nceleri, ev erk\u00e2n\u0131n\u0131 sonra gelecek sand\u0131lar. Ama g\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ti, hane n\u00fcfusunda art\u0131\u015f olmad\u0131. Sadece ekmek ve gazete ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 bakkal kad\u0131nla, o da iki \u00fc\u00e7 kelam ettikleri oldu, ama bunlar\u0131n hi\u00e7biri konu\u015fulmad\u0131. Erkek erke\u011fe sorulacak \u015fey de\u011fildi \u201c\u2014Yenge nerede, ne yap\u0131yor?\u201d gibilerden \u015feyler. B\u00f6yle \u015feyleri kad\u0131nlar da soracak de\u011fildi. Bu y\u00fczden \u00e7e\u015fitli dedikodular \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 adam hakk\u0131nda. E\u015fi vefat etmi\u015f olsa, \u00e7ocuklar nerede? Belki de hi\u00e7 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00c7anakkale\u2019den ayr\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131ndan sonra. Belki de bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Kad\u0131n m\u0131 terk etmi\u015fti acaba? \u00d6yle ise, ni\u00e7in ki?…<\/p>\n Dediler ki, \u201cBa\u015f g\u00f6z ediverelim hayr\u0131na, sevapt\u0131r.\u201d Ama ya bir fenal\u0131\u011f\u0131 varsa adam\u0131n. \u00d6yle ezbere de i\u015f yap\u0131lmaz ki can\u0131m. Bir \u00f6\u011frenmek laz\u0131m ne olmu\u015f ne bitmi\u015f. Asl\u0131nda dertleri tasalar\u0131, bek\u00e2r dul erkek kom\u015fu istemiyorlard\u0131 sitede. Ne kad\u0131nlar, ne de erkekler…<\/p>\n Dahas\u0131, adam da g\u00fcn ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e zay\u0131fl\u0131yor, eriyip s\u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu adeta. \u00d6nce avurtlar\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc. Yahut yeni b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 b\u0131y\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcnden \u00f6yle alg\u0131land\u0131. \u201c\u2014Bek\u00e2r adam ne yaps\u0131n? Ya i\u00e7ki i\u00e7er ya sigara.\u201d dediler. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015freti, orduevinde yeyip i\u00e7ti\u011finden ibaretti. Bakkaldan da ekmek gazete d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda, i\u00e7ki sigara falan ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yoktu; \u00f6yle gece ge\u00e7 saatlere dek lambas\u0131n\u0131n yand\u0131\u011f\u0131 da. Kat kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n dedi\u011fine bak\u0131l\u0131rsa, kap\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6p po\u015fetinden de \u015fi\u015fe sesi geliyor de\u011fildi do\u011frusu, hakk\u0131n\u0131 yememek laz\u0131m adam\u0131n.<\/p>\n Bir sabah bakkal kad\u0131n, \u201c\u2014Nedir bu halin. Biraz yiyip i\u00e7esin. Zay\u0131fl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u00f6pe d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. Bir daha g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fczde, ruh olup u\u00e7acaks\u0131n.\u201d diye \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131verdi alenen. Adam, \u015fa\u015f\u0131rmad\u0131 de\u011fil, \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131. Site kooperatifi kurulurken de, toplant\u0131lar ve sonraki tapu i\u015flemleri ve sair s\u0131ras\u0131nda da, e\u015fi hen\u00fcz vefat etmi\u015f bu kad\u0131na \u00e7ok yard\u0131m\u0131 dokunmu\u015ftu gen\u00e7li\u011finde. O y\u00fczden \u015fefkatli bir anne azar\u0131 yemi\u015f gibi hissetti. G\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi bile belki de. \u201c\u2014Evde yemek yapan\u0131m yok ki, nas\u0131l \u015fi\u015fmanlayay\u0131m.\u201d dedi. \u201c\u2014E be, u\u011frayas\u0131n o zaman saat on gibi, \u00e7orba \u00e7\u0131karay\u0131m sana.\u201d dedi kad\u0131n. \u201c\u2014E, o zaman evlensene benimle.\u201d dedi adam. \u201c\u2014Ben gelirim de sen alman ki.\u201d dedi kad\u0131n. \u201c\u2014Al\u0131r\u0131m.\u201d dedi adam ve bir hafta sonra evlendiler.<\/p>\n Adam, evini satt\u0131, kad\u0131n\u0131n evine ta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131. Sabahlar\u0131 ve geceleri, adam durdu bakkalda. \u00d6\u011flenleri kay\u0131kla bal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. H\u0131rlar\u0131 g\u00fcrleri duyulmad\u0131. Kad\u0131n\u0131n hamile kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ama ne olur ne olmaz diye \u00e7ocu\u011fu ald\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 dedikodusu bile \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k dedi\u011fin \u00c7anakkale\u2019de bir \u2026 \/Emekli\/ \u00c7anakkale\u2019de yeni yeni yayg\u0131nla\u015fmaya ba\u015fl\u0131yordu siteler. Kent, kocaman kocaman binalarla s\u00fcrg\u00fcn veriyordu sanki iki ucundan. Ayn\u0131 meslekten ki\u015filerin yahut bazen akraba bazen de kom\u015fular\u0131n bir araya gelip kurdu\u011fu kooperatifler eliyle yap\u0131lan in\u015faatlar, k\u0131sa s\u00fcrede bitiveriyordu. 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