“Zorunluluk varsa, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck yoktur.” s\u00f6z\u00fc do\u011fru mudur? De\u011filse, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck nedir? \u00d6rne\u011fin, “Baz\u0131 zorunluluklar\u0131 umursamay\u0131p (‘neglect’, ‘ignore’), onlar yokmu\u015f gibi davran\u0131rsak \u00f6zg\u00fcr oluruz.” s\u00f6z\u00fc tan\u0131mlar m\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc?<\/p>\n
Herg\u00fcn besin yemek, su i\u00e7mek zorunda olmak, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kar\u015ft\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r?
\nPeki, nefes almaya zorunlu olmak \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck kar\u015f\u0131t\u0131 m\u0131d\u0131r? Yani “Nefes almaya zorunlu olu\u015fumuzdan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, \u00f6zg\u00fcr de\u011filiz.” desek, do\u011fru olur mu, olmaz m\u0131?<\/p>\n
Peki ya D\u00fcnya denen asl\u0131nda bir m\u00fctevaz\u0131 karadelik olan bu gezegenin (akvaryumdaki \u00c7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fc Bal\u0131klar\u0131 gibi) dibinde ya\u015famaya zorunlu olu\u015fumuz ile \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ba\u011fda\u015ft\u0131r\u0131labilir mi?<\/p>\n
\u015eu anki bunal\u0131m\u0131n tonunu biraz daha koyula\u015ft\u0131ral\u0131m: Biliyorsunuz atomlar renksizdir ve nu nedenle nesneler de renksizdir. Yani, \u015fu ya da bu renkli g\u00f6z, sa\u00e7, ten vb. yoktur. T\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fcz renksiziz. R. Descartes’ten beridir de biliriz ki, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 elma yoktur. Elman\u0131n rengi yoktur \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc. Renklerin hepsi, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n nas\u0131l k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131, yans\u0131t\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n resmidir asl\u0131nda; t\u0131pk\u0131, \u00f6rne\u011fin cam prizmadan ge\u00e7erkenki \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n renklere ayr\u0131\u015fmas\u0131, Ebem Ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131’nda pek \u00e7ok rengin nemli yahut ya\u011fmurlu atmosferdeki \u0131\u015f\u0131k k\u0131r\u0131lmalar\u0131 ve ge\u00e7i\u015flerinden kaynaklan\u0131\u015f\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7enlerde yazd\u0131 idik; “Past is not penetrable.” Yani ge\u00e7mi\u015fe d\u00f6n\u00fclemez! Acaba, bu olanaks\u0131zl\u0131k \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc ortadan kald\u0131r\u0131yor mudur? (#1)<\/p>\n
Haydi bakal\u0131m, daha fazla \u00e7ekinmeden soral\u0131m: Sevi\u015fmek zorunda m\u0131y\u0131z? Evet! Peki ni\u00e7in sevi\u015firiz? “\u00dcremek i\u00e7in mi?” Topu topu \u00fc\u00e7 be\u015f \u00e7ocuk i\u00e7in mi, neredeyse t\u00fcm \u00f6m\u00fcr boyunca sevi\u015firiz? (#2)<\/p>\n
“Sevi\u015fmek zorunda m\u0131y\u0131z?” sorusu ile “Ni\u00e7in sevi\u015firiz?” farkl\u0131 sorulard\u0131r. \u00d6rne\u011fin, kar\u015f\u0131 cinsin “cinsel b\u00f6lgeleri” denen g\u00f6vde b\u00f6l\u00fcmleri ni\u00e7in etkilidir? Ho\u015f, kimi feti\u015fistler kar\u015f\u0131 cinsin t\u0131rnaklar\u0131ndan bile cinsel uyar\u0131 alabilir ama herkes de\u011fil. El_kol veya ayak_bacak bilekleri ile, etkileyicilik uyar\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k bak\u0131m\u0131ndan g\u00f6z, dudak, bacak vb. di\u011fer cinsel organlar aras\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck farklar var, ama ni\u00e7in var? El_kol veya ayak_bacak bilekleri ile tam\u0131 tam\u0131na cinsel organ g\u00f6rmek aras\u0131nda ni\u00e7in kalp at\u0131\u015f\u0131, kan bas\u0131nc\u0131, nab\u0131z ve tansiyon (belki kan \u015fekeri vd.) de\u011ferlerinde fark olu\u015fur?<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7bir zaman anlam veremedi\u011fim, ne oldu\u011funu anlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m “Ten hazz\u0131!” ve “Ten uyumu!” ya da “Ten uyumsuzlu\u011fu veya uyu\u015fmazl\u0131\u011f\u0131!” ile sevi\u015fmek aras\u0131nda ne ilgi, nas\u0131l bir ilgi olabilir ki?<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte, gen\u00e7lik d\u00f6neminden tecr\u00fcbeli gen\u00e7lik d\u00f6nemine ge\u00e7mekte olan bencileyin bir n\u00e2dan kulun \u015fu fikrine ne dersiniz? Cinsel uyar\u0131lar da, yani “Ni\u00e7in sevi\u015firiz?” sorusunun yan\u0131t\u0131, do\u011frudan do\u011fruya “K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 elmay\u0131 ni\u00e7in severiz?” sorusunun yan\u0131t\u0131 ile \u00e7ok yak\u0131ndan ilgilidir. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131l\u0131k elmaya ait de\u011fil iken, \u00f6yle san\u0131r\u0131z. Bak\u0131lan elman\u0131n k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 (Isparta Gelendost ise, Golden ise Sar\u0131, Granny ise Ye\u015fil) de\u011fil de renksiz oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek onu \u0131s\u0131r\u0131r m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z?<\/p>\n
Konumuzla az \u00e7ok ilgili \u015fu saptama, akla geldik\u00e7e hep g\u00fcl\u00fcmsetir bu fakiri: “Sen sevi\u015firken, ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 kimsenin sevi\u015fmedi\u011fini san\u0131rs\u0131n. Sevgilin yok iken de, herkesin sevi\u015fti\u011fini san\u0131rs\u0131n.”<\/p>\n
Kar\u015f\u0131 cinsin “cinsel b\u00f6lgeleri”ni g\u00f6rmek, “cinsel b\u00f6lgeleri”ne dokunmak ni\u00e7in uyar\u0131r bizi? K\u0131sa yoldan; “cinsel b\u00f6lgeleri” g\u00f6vdenin di\u011fer b\u00f6lgelerinden ay\u0131rt eden(ler) ne(ler)dir?<\/p>\n
\u0130leride d\u00f6neriz yine bu konuya.<\/p>\n
(#1) Zamanda Yolculuk<\/p>\n